Is been a while!!

Is been a while, I didn't text you since CNY Chor1. I been telling myself to stop thinking about you. Don't text you or see your profile. Anyway, I really did not text you but I failed as I still peep on your profile. And sometime, I accidentally pressed likes in your pictures. I been stop thinking you which is very hard but end up, I miss you more. You know or not? I'm going to be crazy soon. I saw your face seems tired and I really upset especially you get your legs injured. I very worried you and I'm really going to crazy soon as many thing happened around me. But who will understand me even my family members also won't understand me. Everyone keep on telling me I will be fine and I can find a better one. I tried to let go you and flirt other girls but I can't.

My mind keep on worried you and miss you whenever I stop doing thing. You know my feelings or not? When I saw your pictures in Wechat, I smile and feel happy and relax. My mind and heart told me that I still very miss you. I told myself don't disturb you anymore. Let you go will be good for you. Bebe, you know I'm very suffering right now or not? I really can't feel anything already. Yes, I still love you but I know that will be my dream only. That's why I'm learning to let go but is really killing me. No one in this world can help me even you. Good bye to the Babe that you know.