Is been a while!!

Is been a while, I didn't text you since CNY Chor1. I been telling myself to stop thinking about you. Don't text you or see your profile. Anyway, I really did not text you but I failed as I still peep on your profile. And sometime, I accidentally pressed likes in your pictures. I been stop thinking you which is very hard but end up, I miss you more. You know or not? I'm going to be crazy soon. I saw your face seems tired and I really upset especially you get your legs injured. I very worried you and I'm really going to crazy soon as many thing happened around me. But who will understand me even my family members also won't understand me. Everyone keep on telling me I will be fine and I can find a better one. I tried to let go you and flirt other girls but I can't.

My mind keep on worried you and miss you whenever I stop doing thing. You know my feelings or not? When I saw your pictures in Wechat, I smile and feel happy and relax. My mind and heart told me that I still very miss you. I told myself don't disturb you anymore. Let you go will be good for you. Bebe, you know I'm very suffering right now or not? I really can't feel anything already. Yes, I still love you but I know that will be my dream only. That's why I'm learning to let go but is really killing me. No one in this world can help me even you. Good bye to the Babe that you know.

4 Months Period

Is been 4 months, My Dear. Is seems very long yet is very short only. My feelings toward you is up and down like roller coaster. Sometime I really don't understand what I should do at certain situation. I just know if I can't do anything, then left one way and that is accompany you no matter what because I promised you to accompany you no matter what. Although you angry or dislike, I still will do so because I'm just simply stupid. Yes, your words might hurt me and I won't blame you because sometime my words hurt you too. That's why I will control myself when I'm angry to certain things and won't release my stress on you but you can because I Love You. Is not easy for us to go on as there are many more obstacles in front but I won't give up easily and you know why.

Anyway, time flies very fast. 4 months time for both of us and I love you more from day to day. We go through our 1st Valentines' Day & 1st Chinese New Year this year. Is meaningful to me because you are the 1st GF in my life that celebrate all these with me. Indeed, is been a great time together with you. 

Valentine Celebration.. Gifts from you and me.. 

I saw happiness in you.. 

Valentine selfie after work.. 

My Soh Poh.. 

Chor 2 in my grandma house.. 

Act cute!!

Pattern manyak!! 

Chor 3 go kai kai.. 

Go Cameron le... 

Dreaming to be like this.. Haha.. 

My Working Environment

This is my working environment in my office. At the beginning, is just a simple table with my laptop and all those papers. However, is look better when I add in one small plant in order to make my working more lively. Yet, it still can be better and I didn't know that my dear would make me a picture frame. Now, is on my table and I feel more energetic when I look at the frame. 

Can you spot the items I mentioned? Haha!!!!!

Genting Highlands (15th - 16th Jan 2015)

Less than 3 weeks, I planned a trip to go with her and the venue will be Genting Highlands. Due to my birthday, I get a free room to stay in First World Hotel. Thus, a 2D1N trip to highlands was arranged. It is a nice trip that I have with my dear and we have fun from time to time. Before we depart to Genting, we drop by Erican College as she wants to have a look and ask more on her course that she planned to study. Around 12pm only we move to Genting. By 1pm, we reached the hotel and we check-in very fast because I’m damn tired. Both of us get to a short rest before go plan and eat.

Selfie 1st before going out to play

Hong Leong & Lynn in Genting Highlands

We are here!!! YEAH!!!

Our first stop is the shopping mall in first world as we just want to have a walk before we start to play. After that, we went to Ripley’s! Believe It or Not! to have some fun. Is been quite some time for both of us since last time we go in separately. Therefore, we go see all those weird things. We took some pictures because I felt is so nice even is all things or people inside the museum. 

Luckiest Chair but I feel luckiest to have her

Take picture from here 

To here and many more

Then we go to another section where we can play all those game machines. We play basketball, shooting zombies, funfair games, and most interesting for her is the music games. She played very serious like a pro player. I never see a girl play so serious in my life. She is so cute. 

Quick snap when she is playing seriously 

"PLEASE don't disturb me when I'm playing!!"

After the games, we felt tired and went for a dinner in Kenny Rogers. We order some set meal, salad and her favorite, mushroom soup. When come to eat, I’m sure very happy because I like to see her eating as that is the most natural of her. I love the way she eat.

My favorite part is the Ghost House. This is because I never been into the ghost house when every time I go to Genting. My first time is going with her and I felt excited. At first maybe a bit scare but I think the staff will feel funny and hate us in the same time. Go in Ghost House should be get scare by the ghost but both of us go scare back the ghost. The staff gets shocked when we “Argghhhh” back him. Then subsequently we play with the staff and scare each other. Honestly, is damn fun because I and my dear not scare at all. However, we took some selfie to show some scary face. 

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!! So scare!!!!!!!!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..............

The first souvenir in our JOURNEY!!

Next stop we went to Mcd for some break before we go for movie, “Into The Wood”. Is a nice movie and most impressed is my dear did not fall asleep. She said to me that the movie was interesting. Is around 1am the movie ended and we back to room to have a good rest. Is been a long day for us but most important is we achieved what we planned. That is get a good rest, relax and get rid of all the works. We have a good sleep.

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The next day, we woke up around 11am as the environment is very quiet until we did not notice the time. Then we prepare ourselves to depart to the next venue, Colmar Tropicale. We set off around 12pm with a quick snap of light brunch before we reach the restaurant around Bukit Tinggi. I ordered some nice food and soup for her to enjoy as she never been there before. She’s much enjoyed and both of us get very full. After the nice lunch, we head to Colmar Tropicale where I always wish to go with my love one because is nice place to date. (*there are more places I would like to go with her)

Once our legs touch the Colmar Tropicale aka French Village, we took our selfie in front the entrance. If this is really French, then it will be much better. 

Selfie with my dear

Selfie non-stop

She is bringing me to somewhere?

Top of the village

After that we go watch 6D motion movies. The video is Underwater Ghost Adventures. Once again, we both enjoyed watching but do not feel scare at all because we are like ghost. Funny lo..

Cool with the 3D sunglasses

Act cute.. Haha.. 

Before we go to Japanese Garden, I brought her to see the White Swan & Black Swan. We took a picture with a pair of white swan and I hope we will like them, always together all the time. 

Sweet sweet ya.. haha.. 

As cute as the swan

We hold hand walk together to the Japanese Garden as it is on top of the hill. Is quite tiring but we still played when we walk up to the destination. We selfie, record and chat and play like nobody business. The feeling is so nice because the wind is blowing slowly and the air is so fresh. It is so wonderful. 

After a good time, we head back to KL and we went to Sunway Giza for a dinner. We ended our first trip with some nice chit chat.

I hope the next trip will be here soon because I seriously like this kind of feeling as traveling with your love one am damn sweet and comfortable. Will work harder and I believe our next trip will be coming soon and it sure will be more fun. Our journey will be color with rainbow.

I love her so much. 

2 months

We already together for 2 months yet the feelings is like more than that. Just a short period, we already celebrated many events that make a memory of our journey. We started with your birthday, follow by Christmas and New Year. In between, there are more minor memory that we share together. Although sometime we might face difficulties to meet up but we still able to make it out. Let's peep on what we have done. 

 

The last day of 2014 I spent with you and I started my 2015 with you too.
It will be a great year for me and you.

Funny?? Yes because my dear want me to do mask with her.
Is the first mask we do together. 

The first "selfie" we took together in 1 Jan 2015.

As she said, "I make her love me like a crazy girl!!"
Haha.. She is just cute as what she is. Love her so much. 

 The story of us will be keep on going. We just wish that we can go through a day by day with what we can and as long as we are happy, then it will be fine. Although we might argue at some point, we might angry with each other at some point, but I still believe that we are loving each other at some point too. Anyhow, you are always in my heart. Noob dear. I love you. 

I Found Her!

On 19^th September 2014, I found her, Lynn Ng Shin Ee. A girl from Pasir Pinji, Ipoh. I still remember that day we meet is for a movie, “The Maze Runner”, with Danny & Sau Yee. We went for a dinner at a hawker center and she go for a porridge because she was not feeling well. However, that day she did not attracted me because I’m not in the condition too, I mean I’m tired because of working. She look at me as a senior in tour leading.

That night, we went for a movie again at IOI Mall, Annabelle. Everything seems good because we all rest well and have fun together after movie. We went for a pool game besides the cinema. I’m team up with her and that moment, her activeness and cuteness attracted me. Her smile and her pure mind set. We play well and have fun until quite late although I still need to work on the next day. Anyway, that night ended with some good memories.

Don’t know from when, I started to have good feelings towards her. I started to grab her attention when we chat. Treat her in a good way compared to other girls. From time to time, I think I started to chase her and wanna turn her to be my girlfriend. Is not easy to chase her because she is pretty, many people admire and wanna chase her too. I scare I will “eat lemon” because she like handsome guy, stylist guy, and most important is her dad want her to marry a rich guy. Therefore, I scare when I tell her I wanna chase her.

I did not give up on trying to chase her. I treat her good from my heart. I treat her good even I know it will be hard in future. Even there are problems that I can see, I will think of a way to overcome it. Just tell myself, I can do it!! Got competitors, I be more better than them. Although I’m not handsome and stylist in appearance, but I’m handsome and stylist in my heart. Her dad, I will get his trust and blessing from him in future. I won’t let Lynn down.

Anyway, do not give up do come with rewards. On 3^rd November 2014, I kissed her for the first time on her head. At Old Klang Road, I decided to take action. I already been asking her permission to be my girlfriend but she refused. She said will tell me after the exam on December and I said I’m fine with that but the way I treating her is already a boyfriend to girlfriend. At the same night, she have a thought in her mind that if she don’t grab me now, she worried that she will lose me. So, she agreed to be my girlfriend. 

OUR JOURNEY STARTED ON THIS LOVELY NIGHT!

The first picture we took together

The first edited picture for her

For the first time, she cooked me lunch

The moment we spent together

The first gift and cake for her 1st Birthday with me

Accompany her for the whole day during her 19th Birthday

Schedule: 
Lunch at Levain Boulangerie Patisserie > 
The Hunger Game: Mockingjay Part 1 > 
Sing K at Loud Speaker

The cake for her

Coffee time after movie

She took a lot of picture with "bendan"

Another bendan & bendan

She happy to be with bendan

Bendans' Family

I'm happy to be with her

So far, this is our story and I believe we will build up our story from time to time. I can’t promise to do this and that to her but I will do my best to bring us go around the world as we like to travel. 

I love you.