I'm Back

Is been a while I did not write blog.. There are many things I always want and wish to write it down at here.. Too bad, I'm busy with my assignment, study, work and always be happy.. And most important is, accompany my family.. I haven't have time to share out what have we been doing in Malacca for 2D1N.. Wait I finish everything by this week, then I will share it out.. Haha.. 

In another thing, I get to know more about myself.. Now only I know, there is a lot of things that I can do better and better.. I get to buy a laptop for myself by working but yet, is still under installment.. Then in another side, I'm saving money for some purpose where I need to save this money.. Although is very tired and hard time for me, I'm still cheer up myself with some nice food or some crazy stuff at certain time just to reward myself for all this stuff.. I'm proud of myself.. I love myself.. 

For her, I seems like getting lost of memories.. Haha.. The more 幸福 is her, the more fast I get to forget her.. I don't know why but it was happening to me now.. Her image was slightly slightly erase from my mind.. Is a good thing for me as I get to smile like a crazy people again.. Although sometime tears tend to drop but it never fall again for her.. This is all because, I feel happy too.. I have do my best to help myself.. 

That's all for this time.. Need to get back to serious matters.. Test and presentation.. 

~~~~ Gambateh ~~~~

As Usual

As usual,

I work hard to earn money..

I work hard to do well in study.. 

I work hard to proof that I'm not useless.. 

As usual,

I do my best to control myself..

I do my best to avoid thinking of you.. 

I do my best to give up on you but not myself..

As usual, 

I always pray for myself, family & friends.. 

I always pray for everything to be fine..

I always pray for you with him.. 

As usual,

What I doing is all as usual.. 

What I thinking is all as usual..

What I hoping is all as usual..

How stupid am I is not that important any more as I need to be smart even I'm in stupid position..

What I have been trying to do all the time is to proof to everyone, I'm not that easy to fall.. 

I just doing my best to achieve what I have plan for my future and solve the problems that I facing now..

Just that simple for me right now.. 

Do not wish too much in my life as I have nothing now..

Someone's Birthday

Today was a girl birthday..

A friend of mine..

Early in the morning, I only get to know is her birthday..

I wish her Happy Birthday..

And

Sent her a birthday cake..

She happy to see that because got one year, I also sent something like this to her..

But

This time she ask for real cake..

Haha..

So, I ask her to come out and treat her eat Secret Recipe..

Then we came out for her birthday..

However, I don't feel good to just treat her eat cake only..

On the way, I drop by gift shop and bought her a present..

Hope she will happy with that present..

Happy Birthday to Her..

Complicated??

Is it my life complicated??

Sometime I do feel complicated on myself

about what happened to myself as well as someone..

A lesson I have learn from a movie name, Master.of.Play [心战].. 

Inside the movie, there are a girl name Natalie and a boy name Jerry..

One day, both of them break up because of the girl don't want to be with him anymore..

However, the boy do not want to let go because the girl did not give him a valid reason of break up..

He did not give up at all and try his best to save the relationship.. 

In the end, he just get scolded by the girl with no mercy..

The girl ask the boy to take it easy in their relationship where is already end..

The boy never give up and at last, the boy get to an accidents..

Then the girl only realize that she still care about the boy..

Why want to make it so complicated??

If you like, just say yes and is nothing wrong..

Sometime just don't really understand why is must be like that.. 

*LOVE DO HAVE A LOT OF QUESTIONS AND IT IS ALWAYS COVER WITH SECRET*

Rush Hour

Slept for few hours only because I'm acting in Rush Hour movie.. Haha.. Finished my Pengajian Malaysia assignment in 2 hours for finding the article, journal, supportive evidence.. Suddenly realized that we need to hand in the report next week where I haven't start doing this assignment.. Anyway, I feel glad because I manage to finish it in few hours..

Today will be a bit busy also as I got meeting to attend, assignment to do, facebook to online, tetris to play, chatting with friends, rest, eat, sleep.. Haha.. I'm getting back into my life that I wish to have.. No more ridiculous stuff.. Serious time to be here.. Keep it up and work harder to get what you want and earn more money.. Hehe..