Normal / As Usual / Anything

Normally, final exam is going on now. This semester is going to end soon. Actually, I do anticipated to end it as soon as possible because I wish to graduate faster and go earn more money and travel more. However, I'm worrying and scare because I started to have less confidence in my study. In another view, I did not give up myself as I'm still working hard and do my best in the exam. This is all because I want to graduate and there is still a year to go only. Fighting!! 

As usual, my brain to have think of her sometime but is really sometime when certain things happened around me. Nothing special, just some sweet memories when we together and not to mention the bad things. However, all this I do really letting go as time flies and no stop. She is getting fade from my life because I can sense that as is my feelings. She is not anyone to me as I can't being influence by her any more. I'm getting my life back here. I feel happy for what's going on. Seriously, I do. 

Anything, something happened in this semester. I met with a girl in the campus during the classes. A girl who always appeared around me. In the beginning, I just be normal as is something normal, but when we get to know each other existing, we smile to each other whenever we meet in campus. Too bad is I don't even know what is her name. What a joke? Anyway, is okay as I guess we will still have chance to meet and get to know each other and just let it be. No forcing as I get scared from what I have been through. 

"Smile a smile, everything will be fine & smooth"