As Usual

As usual,

I work hard to earn money..

I work hard to do well in study.. 

I work hard to proof that I'm not useless.. 

As usual,

I do my best to control myself..

I do my best to avoid thinking of you.. 

I do my best to give up on you but not myself..

As usual, 

I always pray for myself, family & friends.. 

I always pray for everything to be fine..

I always pray for you with him.. 

As usual,

What I doing is all as usual.. 

What I thinking is all as usual..

What I hoping is all as usual..

How stupid am I is not that important any more as I need to be smart even I'm in stupid position..

What I have been trying to do all the time is to proof to everyone, I'm not that easy to fall.. 

I just doing my best to achieve what I have plan for my future and solve the problems that I facing now..

Just that simple for me right now.. 

Do not wish too much in my life as I have nothing now..